Christ_empowered
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ok. so, i should -not- eat fast food. but I love a mcgriddle. I stopped a mcdonald's and ordered mcgriddles. they said i had to order lunch stuff, because their new policy was no breakfast foods after 1 PM. ok, so I was feeling --hungry-- and I ordered a double quarter pounder, with cheese. i had almost perfect change, i was...honestly, hungry, so looking forward to it. lady at window said to pull to 2nd window, so i did. and i waited. and i waited. and then...
this surly lady walks over, hands a bag, i say 'thank you' she just walks away. ok, its fast food, get over it. drive away, and...
small bag of fries. and...small bun, 2 very small over cooked patties, minimal condiments (1 or 2 pickles? why?). and...
-sigh- i don't think it was just someone having a bad day. i am -not- well liked around here. i dunno. i had all those involuntary shock 'treatments,' parents didn't forgive me until sometime fairly recently, and it wasn't till after all that happened that The Lord blessed me with "recovery," as the mental health people call it, and...and...
? how am I going to live around here, long term? i can't even get a normal order filled at a local mcdonald's without static. kinda reminds me...
not too, too long ago, i rolled into a local franchise of a chain oil change place. agreed to one of those stay in your car oil changes, and...nearly $70. true story. i kinda doubt that's the going rate, because i can almost always get er done under 50.
ugh. nothing compared to jail or a hospital, real poverty...but man oh man, it makes me wonder: what's going on here, exactly? I've been saved 8 years. been in the general area for a good 10, since moving out of state for a while, and...
the animosity seems to wax and wane (weird...not a large area, but there's lots of people round here, OK?), and right now it seems to be on the upswing...also weird, because I just see my parents, live at my place, and generally keep a low profile.
ugh. i know I come here for prayer often (too often, I know...), its just...ugh. if i wasn't such an outcast, maybe I'd just buck up and deal...i have food, it'll be OK (LOL)...but given the overall nature of the situation, im kind of...worried, I guess (?).
thanks.
this surly lady walks over, hands a bag, i say 'thank you' she just walks away. ok, its fast food, get over it. drive away, and...
small bag of fries. and...small bun, 2 very small over cooked patties, minimal condiments (1 or 2 pickles? why?). and...
-sigh- i don't think it was just someone having a bad day. i am -not- well liked around here. i dunno. i had all those involuntary shock 'treatments,' parents didn't forgive me until sometime fairly recently, and it wasn't till after all that happened that The Lord blessed me with "recovery," as the mental health people call it, and...and...
? how am I going to live around here, long term? i can't even get a normal order filled at a local mcdonald's without static. kinda reminds me...
not too, too long ago, i rolled into a local franchise of a chain oil change place. agreed to one of those stay in your car oil changes, and...nearly $70. true story. i kinda doubt that's the going rate, because i can almost always get er done under 50.
ugh. nothing compared to jail or a hospital, real poverty...but man oh man, it makes me wonder: what's going on here, exactly? I've been saved 8 years. been in the general area for a good 10, since moving out of state for a while, and...
the animosity seems to wax and wane (weird...not a large area, but there's lots of people round here, OK?), and right now it seems to be on the upswing...also weird, because I just see my parents, live at my place, and generally keep a low profile.
ugh. i know I come here for prayer often (too often, I know...), its just...ugh. if i wasn't such an outcast, maybe I'd just buck up and deal...i have food, it'll be OK (LOL)...but given the overall nature of the situation, im kind of...worried, I guess (?).
thanks.