tbay2005
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Hello, I have been a frequent visitor to this site for months now but didn't register until today. I need some help with understanding and I apologize if I posted this in the wrong place.
A few weeks ago our dog, Amigo (12 year old American Cocker Spaniel), developed a big lump on top of his head. We took him to the vet and they inserted some drainage tubes to try and see if the swelling would go down while the medication did its thing to take care of what they thought at the time may just be an infection from a scratch or bug bite.
Fast forward 2 weeks and a couple more trips to the vet and we were told it was bone cancer causing the lump/infection and that he was probably in extreme pain so we decided right away, this morning, to have him "put to sleep".
My wife and I have never had to do something like that before and hope to never have to again! It happened so quick, almost instantly.
Now we sit here struggling with our decision, mad at ourselves for doing what we did this morning. I keep thinking who were we to "play God" and have his life taken from him, from us.
I guess I am just looking for someone other than our family to tell me we did the right thing.
He seemed to move al-right but the tumour was causing a de-formality to his head, was pressing on an eye that made it impossible to see out of and he no longer barked. Used to bark when we let him out to let us know he wanted back in.
Once the vet told us today that he was in pain, to me it was no option and we had to do it right away, to stop his suffering.
Sorry if I am rambling on but my wife and I are hurting so much right now. Who knew 12 years ago when I brought a little 6 week old pup home to my girlfriend, now wife, that it would cause this much hurt to see him go!
As a "new" Christian I am also struggling to understand God's place for animals in his heaven. Can someone point to me where in the Bible I can read about this?
Once again thanks for taking the time to read this and any answers I/we get and also sorry if I don't make much sense. Not in the best frame of mind right now.
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A pic of our little buddy from a few years ago when he was healthy. Miss him so much!
A few weeks ago our dog, Amigo (12 year old American Cocker Spaniel), developed a big lump on top of his head. We took him to the vet and they inserted some drainage tubes to try and see if the swelling would go down while the medication did its thing to take care of what they thought at the time may just be an infection from a scratch or bug bite.
Fast forward 2 weeks and a couple more trips to the vet and we were told it was bone cancer causing the lump/infection and that he was probably in extreme pain so we decided right away, this morning, to have him "put to sleep".
My wife and I have never had to do something like that before and hope to never have to again! It happened so quick, almost instantly.
Now we sit here struggling with our decision, mad at ourselves for doing what we did this morning. I keep thinking who were we to "play God" and have his life taken from him, from us.
I guess I am just looking for someone other than our family to tell me we did the right thing.
He seemed to move al-right but the tumour was causing a de-formality to his head, was pressing on an eye that made it impossible to see out of and he no longer barked. Used to bark when we let him out to let us know he wanted back in.
Once the vet told us today that he was in pain, to me it was no option and we had to do it right away, to stop his suffering.
Sorry if I am rambling on but my wife and I are hurting so much right now. Who knew 12 years ago when I brought a little 6 week old pup home to my girlfriend, now wife, that it would cause this much hurt to see him go!
As a "new" Christian I am also struggling to understand God's place for animals in his heaven. Can someone point to me where in the Bible I can read about this?
Once again thanks for taking the time to read this and any answers I/we get and also sorry if I don't make much sense. Not in the best frame of mind right now.
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A pic of our little buddy from a few years ago when he was healthy. Miss him so much!