Christ_empowered
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please help! I feel as if I've just come back to life. 9 years ago, I was tormented in a mental hospital. Involuntary ECT, even. I was left dead eyed, with tics and memory loss.
Fast forward 9 years. I'm 29, soon to be 30. My IQ is up; more importantly, I'm growing up. For whatever reason, I look about 23 years old. I feel as if I've just returned to the land of the living.
The neighbors and other people keep harassing me by saying I "have a warrant" out for me. That's nonsense, I know. I have a good attorney and parents behind me. Problem is, it gets to me after a while. Its the neighbors who are the worst offenders. My ex-shrink--the one who ECT'd me 9 years ago--has been trying "to teach me a lesson" for years. I can't explain it...I really bring out the demon in him, and until recently, there was nothing I could do about it. I know, sounds like a novel or something. No. Shrinks sometimes single people out for destruction. Its happened to other people, too. Too "uppity" or something, I don't know. The medical board has been involved, because I filed a complaint, and that doesn't help things.
I think I have to withdraw from my 2 classes this sub-term at Liberty. I don't think its a huge deal, or at least I hope it isn't one. The stress got to me, I guess. I'm having my meds adjusted (by a good doc) soon. I get along well with my parents. Life is OK, good even. Its good to be smart, its good to be healthy, its good that my masculinity is developing, thanks only to Christ Jesus.
I'm starting to question my enrollment at Liberty. I mean, all that $$$ when I could go to a tech school? But...what would I go to a tech school *for* , you know? Ugh. Please pray!
Fast forward 9 years. I'm 29, soon to be 30. My IQ is up; more importantly, I'm growing up. For whatever reason, I look about 23 years old. I feel as if I've just returned to the land of the living.
The neighbors and other people keep harassing me by saying I "have a warrant" out for me. That's nonsense, I know. I have a good attorney and parents behind me. Problem is, it gets to me after a while. Its the neighbors who are the worst offenders. My ex-shrink--the one who ECT'd me 9 years ago--has been trying "to teach me a lesson" for years. I can't explain it...I really bring out the demon in him, and until recently, there was nothing I could do about it. I know, sounds like a novel or something. No. Shrinks sometimes single people out for destruction. Its happened to other people, too. Too "uppity" or something, I don't know. The medical board has been involved, because I filed a complaint, and that doesn't help things.
I think I have to withdraw from my 2 classes this sub-term at Liberty. I don't think its a huge deal, or at least I hope it isn't one. The stress got to me, I guess. I'm having my meds adjusted (by a good doc) soon. I get along well with my parents. Life is OK, good even. Its good to be smart, its good to be healthy, its good that my masculinity is developing, thanks only to Christ Jesus.
I'm starting to question my enrollment at Liberty. I mean, all that $$$ when I could go to a tech school? But...what would I go to a tech school *for* , you know? Ugh. Please pray!