There's not a day that goes by that I wish I was no longer alive. I'm depressed all the time, I can't sleep properly, and I'm just all kinds of mentally messed up. My doctors don't seem to get it. I'm sad, alone, frustrated, and at the end of my rope. I really don't know anymore. Please pray for me.
I am praying for you, and will continue to pray.
I have been through severe depression myself.
Please know there is an answer, and hope for you.
One thing I learned was that this depression can and will leave you.
The bible calls this condition... the spirit of heaviness.
You can make this "heaviness" leave you, in which you will experience great victory and joy.
“The Spirit of the Lord God
is upon Me,
Because the Lord has anointed Me
To preach good tidings to the poor;
He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted,
To proclaim liberty to the captives,
And the opening of the prison to
those who are bound;
2 To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord,
And the day of vengeance of our God;
To comfort all who mourn,
3 To console those who mourn in Zion,
To give them beauty for ashes,
The
oil of joy for mourning,
The garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness;
That they may be called trees of righteousness,
The planting of the Lord, that He may be glorified.”
Isaiah 61:1-3
If you will open your mouth and begin to praise the Lord Jesus Christ, this heaviness will begin to leave you.
The more you do this, the more this heaviness will lift.
The stronger and bolder you do this, the more this heaviness will lift from you and be replaced with joy.
I've gone through this myself and have seen this work first hand in my life and the lives of others.
- God inhabits the praises of His people.
But thou art holy, O thou that inhabitest the praises of Israel. Psalm 22:3
- When God arises, His enemies will be scattered.
Let God arise, Let
His enemies be scattered;
Let those also who hate Him flee before Him.
Psalm 68:1
I know you don't feel like doing this at all.
Please fight through this and begin to just say... I praise you Lord Jesus.
As you do this over and over, ask the Lord to fill you with His Spirit.
You will experience a breakthrough as you do this for a while, as the atmosphere will change around you.
Be Blessed, and know that God is for you, and people are praying for you.
JLB