Christ_empowered
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- Oct 23, 2010
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My parents are doing well thank goodness 
. They continue to show great kindness. Andā¦
Iām trying to get easy breezy mental health treatmentā¦prescriptions maybe lightweight counselingā¦through telehealth not the local clinic. To me itās a good thing because the clinic has been oppressive at times andā¦
Thatās how they do business sometimes I guess. Iām not thrilled about having more of my life done without actual in person care or community involvement butā¦
It was really hard to deal with sometimes at the clinic and it really does seem to be part of their treatment plan for me soā¦Iām out. I donāt need controlled substances or medication that requires labs so it seems this telehealth thing should get the job done. Iām actually more nervous
about the counseling aspect than I am the med checks.
I ventured into a fancierā¦for meā¦than usual grocery store
today. Had a special bonus in my account somehow. Soā¦
I got the few items that I wanted and couldnāt get elsewhere and had the bonus for andā¦
Ugh
Iām still an outcast but it was still good to get out and no one was as rude etc as they sometimes are at say Walmart or aldi. For a long time I didnāt go into aldi because the clerks were rude and some customers were borderline aggressive. At this place todayā¦
I heard the under the breath comments and such, but I got my goods and the bonus/discount and got on with my quiet day. I dunno
other people who have been through psych treatment etc say that people seem to know things that are supposed to be confidentialā¦
So itās not as if this only happens to me. I think maybe I sort of assumed that eventually things would be easier? In some ways itāsā¦
As if Iām growing in Christ and doing life better and then the static around me is kind of intense at times and unnerving and creepy. But Iām physically safe and comfortable and healthy and less fearful overall. I think itās the unnerving creepy feeling that gets to me.
So thank you all for your prayers and support and encouragement.
. They continue to show great kindness. Andā¦Iām trying to get easy breezy mental health treatmentā¦prescriptions maybe lightweight counselingā¦through telehealth not the local clinic. To me itās a good thing because the clinic has been oppressive at times andā¦
Thatās how they do business sometimes I guess. Iām not thrilled about having more of my life done without actual in person care or community involvement butā¦
It was really hard to deal with sometimes at the clinic and it really does seem to be part of their treatment plan for me soā¦Iām out. I donāt need controlled substances or medication that requires labs so it seems this telehealth thing should get the job done. Iām actually more nervous
about the counseling aspect than I am the med checks.I ventured into a fancierā¦for meā¦than usual grocery store
today. Had a special bonus in my account somehow. Soā¦I got the few items that I wanted and couldnāt get elsewhere and had the bonus for andā¦
Ugh
Iām still an outcast but it was still good to get out and no one was as rude etc as they sometimes are at say Walmart or aldi. For a long time I didnāt go into aldi because the clerks were rude and some customers were borderline aggressive. At this place todayā¦I heard the under the breath comments and such, but I got my goods and the bonus/discount and got on with my quiet day. I dunno
other people who have been through psych treatment etc say that people seem to know things that are supposed to be confidentialā¦So itās not as if this only happens to me. I think maybe I sort of assumed that eventually things would be easier? In some ways itāsā¦
As if Iām growing in Christ and doing life better and then the static around me is kind of intense at times and unnerving and creepy. But Iām physically safe and comfortable and healthy and less fearful overall. I think itās the unnerving creepy feeling that gets to me.
So thank you all for your prayers and support and encouragement.
