Don't feel bad about differences in sight. No 2 people see exactly alike. It's not possible, because of the states of our current subjective plantings. The Spirit however does not change, nor do Gods Words.
Psalm 119:160
Thy word is true from the beginning: and
every one of thy righteous judgments endureth for ever.
1 Peter 1:25
But
the word of the Lord endureth for ever. And
this is the word which by the gospel is preached unto you.
For at least 10 years of my believing in Christ life, I bought the very false story that Gods Laws did not apply to "believers." And "tested" this premise rigorously amongst peers, elders in the faith.
Guess what? It turned out I was not only wrong, but VERY wrong.
My mind was changed by The Word of God, proving otherwise.
Today, and for quite some time now,
I know that the Law of God is quite RIGHTFULLY against sin dwelling in man, and evil present with us all.
Today, I accept the CONDEMNATION of these workings in my own flesh, such knowledge brought to me, courtesy of the LAWS EXPOSUREs of these workings in my own flesh. Romans 8:3, Romans 8:10, Romans 8:23.
It was a hard thing for me, personally, to find HIS LIFE in HIS RIGHTFUL condemnation. And this, after being "born again." My flesh, by it's natural state, REJECTED this condemnation. Gal. 5:17. It took time to KILL it, which is a "daily practice" of understanding that Paul himself had to employ: 1 Cor. 15:31, which Paul drew, via revelation, from this Old Testament fact, here:
Romans 8:36
As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
These are not easy things to understand, until we understand the "exposure" of our innards, of evil present within our conscience, the sin dwelling in our flesh. These are NOT the "ally" of God, but work, OPPOSING the Spirit. We carry, in our own flesh, opposition to the Spirit. Gal. 5:17.
And this opposition will deny it exists, and will justify ITSELF, falsely, before God.
Understanding
this opposition, brought me to the cross, seeing that each of us, this cross must bear, when we follow Him. There is no avoiding it.
Which has driven me ever further into the Mercy and Grace of God in Christ, knowing well, my needs of Him.
I know, before I even write of these things, that the flesh of all will deny deny deny, til it draws it's last dying breath.