Christ_empowered
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I dunno ?
I’m not anti meds. I’m not even antipsychiatry so much as I am a Christian who survived psychiatry by His grace. My problem is…
I think ? I’m labeled as schizophrenic because my parents have resources they didn’t get rid of me and I had a ridiculous life out in the world ?. They started with no money but they had advanced degrees…I didn’t get saved until 28, so my youth was lost to sin Satan self and the world ?️…
And now I cannot support myself and the label ?️ on a good day kinda sort of justifies me having anything. To a point anyway…
Just thinking ? I’m doing well but the label seems to matter more and more to a community that’s changed and is changing and to people I don’t know ? so it’s confusing.
Ugh ? I’m honestly nervous ? at times about the way this world ? is going. Not just for me but it is worse with labels and stigma.
I’m nearly 40. What does that mean though? No kids…same sex inclined…healthy and living a modest lifestyle despite being unable to work. I thought ? about it and honestly? I think ? I’m living much better with the labels than I ever could or would have otherwise. I was a weakling. Now I’m not a weakling but the world ?️ waits for no one
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Ugh ? God is Good ?. My parents are amazing ?. I’m blessed ?. I just get frustrated when I feel so separated from the rest of the community…
But then again it’s 21st century usa : alienation is the new normal. Blah ?
Rambling per usual…
Thanks ?
I’m not anti meds. I’m not even antipsychiatry so much as I am a Christian who survived psychiatry by His grace. My problem is…
I think ? I’m labeled as schizophrenic because my parents have resources they didn’t get rid of me and I had a ridiculous life out in the world ?. They started with no money but they had advanced degrees…I didn’t get saved until 28, so my youth was lost to sin Satan self and the world ?️…
And now I cannot support myself and the label ?️ on a good day kinda sort of justifies me having anything. To a point anyway…
Just thinking ? I’m doing well but the label seems to matter more and more to a community that’s changed and is changing and to people I don’t know ?
so it’s confusing.Ugh ? I’m honestly nervous ? at times about the way this world ? is going. Not just for me but it is worse with labels and stigma.
I’m nearly 40. What does that mean though? No kids…same sex inclined…healthy and living a modest lifestyle despite being unable to work. I thought ? about it and honestly? I think ? I’m living much better with the labels than I ever could or would have otherwise. I was a weakling. Now I’m not a weakling but the world ?️ waits for no one
.Ugh ? God is Good ?. My parents are amazing ?. I’m blessed ?. I just get frustrated when I feel so separated from the rest of the community…
But then again it’s 21st century usa : alienation is the new normal. Blah ?
Rambling per usual…
Thanks ?
