[__ Prayer __] Taunting again ugh ?

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More of the same…
Warrants he needs to be in the state hospital his parents cannot help him he’s too old he should have shot himself he should have joined the military…


On loop ➰ it’s like when I first moved home over 10 years ago and it seems to be different people.
A drive thru coffee place opened up and I went thru to get an iced coffee. The young female workers were taunting. Not too terrible…I got the coffee it was cold and the right flavor..,


But I don’t know them. My parents most likely didn’t know them either. And they talk about appointing a conservator and state hospital and…
I’m clean reasonably well dressed driving a modest but respectable vehicle ? and paying and tipping a little bit and…?


A particularly bad former counselor retired a couple of years ago. He’d already been officially reprimanded by the licensing board. I don’t know if that was because of me or not…
And his name is thrown around. I was leaving a big box store and some man at the self checkout said do and do says he’s soft. Now he has schizophrenia..,


So I dunno ?‍♂️
To say my psychiatric treatment was rough would be an understatement. Involuntary shock involuntary operation over billing ridiculous labels ?️ and…


It’s frustrating to deal with junk like that being used to taunt me. I’m almost 40 and it never ends. I haven’t even been in a psychiatric hospital ? in over 15 years. Only 2 hospitalizations total. Never committed no state facilities. When I say that my shrinks and their lackeys made an example out of me…
That too is an understatement. Ugh ?


I’m healthy and smart and remarkably normal now and I even look somewhere younger than my age..that’s a definite blessing after having been a prematurely aged burn out etc..,


And it just never ends. We will find you wherever you go and he will kill himself when we’re through with him..,
Those are the especially creepy ones that are back in loop ?.


I’m not angry and I. Christ I’m dealing with it ok ✅ but I’m not hallucinating and I’m not sure ? if it’s just stuff that happens if you survive psychiatry in modern society or…???
Thanks ?
 
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