Oh that's okay. I'm getting the whiskey from allenwynne. :yes
Compliments and chocolate are awesome. And prayers.
I got so many compliments (verbal and non-verbal... maybe God wants to boost my confidence.
) frohe only guy who doesn't see how stunning I am is the guy that I like. And he keeps destroying my sense of self-worth. I'm not strong-spirited enough to handle him. He's like the dark opposite of a soul-mate (a soul-nemesis) and my demons click well with him.
I might have a phonecall with him tonight that could be some kind of meaningful.
Unfortunately while my own heart is getting broken these days I'm gonna have to break another man's heart myself. That other man is very kind and caring, but there's no use in dating someone while I'm not yet over some other guy.
See why I need prayer?