Christ_empowered
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part venting, part...yeah, yet another prayer request.
yesterday, my parents made -awesome- gyros with left over lamb from Easter. and...let me know that they're taking me with them on a nice lil vacay in the not so distant future. yay! such good people. i mean...not just because of stuff and trips, but they're...just really, really good people, in general. please keep them up in prayer, too.
so, yeah...stuffed from the (tasty) gyros, I fell asleep in what I thought would be a quick "I ate too much" nap...and woke up, about 6 hours later. bummer. not terrible...brewed some coffee, etc...
-taunting- i was -inside- my place, loud (not quite yelling, but...close...) taunting, junk from my psych past, graphic stuff about my gay days, etc....
at 3 AM. blah. 'perfect love casteth out all fear...' ok, so I managed to rest my bones around 5 AM. At 6.30, I was awakened, to more of it, too loud for not even 7 AM. blah :-(
i may have to somehow get a Ring. thing is...this is a bunch of apartment/small condo buildings, all clustered together. its nice, its usually quiet, I like my place. i don't know if...its OK, for me to have a Ring, because then it'd be video-ing lots of people, and I think there's some random state laws that do not allow that, but...
-sigh- I may just have to man up, get the Ring, and then if that's a problem, the hoa can deal with my parents? sound reasonable?
overall, I'm asking for what I need to bear up under it. I -will say- that even when I'm not truly frightened, I get...creeped out...when people I do.not.know make snide comments and act ridiculous. I live in a small, southern city, close to my small, southern hometown. so...yeah. yeah. but its creepy, in this ominous, 'what's going on?' sort of way...
thanks, as always.
yesterday, my parents made -awesome- gyros with left over lamb from Easter. and...let me know that they're taking me with them on a nice lil vacay in the not so distant future. yay! such good people. i mean...not just because of stuff and trips, but they're...just really, really good people, in general. please keep them up in prayer, too.
so, yeah...stuffed from the (tasty) gyros, I fell asleep in what I thought would be a quick "I ate too much" nap...and woke up, about 6 hours later. bummer. not terrible...brewed some coffee, etc...
-taunting- i was -inside- my place, loud (not quite yelling, but...close...) taunting, junk from my psych past, graphic stuff about my gay days, etc....
at 3 AM. blah. 'perfect love casteth out all fear...' ok, so I managed to rest my bones around 5 AM. At 6.30, I was awakened, to more of it, too loud for not even 7 AM. blah :-(
i may have to somehow get a Ring. thing is...this is a bunch of apartment/small condo buildings, all clustered together. its nice, its usually quiet, I like my place. i don't know if...its OK, for me to have a Ring, because then it'd be video-ing lots of people, and I think there's some random state laws that do not allow that, but...
-sigh- I may just have to man up, get the Ring, and then if that's a problem, the hoa can deal with my parents? sound reasonable?
overall, I'm asking for what I need to bear up under it. I -will say- that even when I'm not truly frightened, I get...creeped out...when people I do.not.know make snide comments and act ridiculous. I live in a small, southern city, close to my small, southern hometown. so...yeah. yeah. but its creepy, in this ominous, 'what's going on?' sort of way...
thanks, as always.