Atonement said:
Mary took Mary Magdalene with her to anoint the body of Jesus. It was Mary Magdalene that first saw that Jesus was not there after three days.
There are too many contradictions to believe that the Bible is very reliable in this area. For example, who found the empty tomb?
According to Luke, it was Mary Magdalene and the other Mary.
According to Mark, it was Mary Magdalene, and Mary the mother of James, and Salome.
According to Matthew, it was Mary Magdalene and Joanna and Mary the mother of James and a couple of other women.
According to John, it was just Mary Magdalene alone who ran back and got Peter.
At the tomb, who did they see?
According to Matthew, there is an angel like lightening on a rolled away stone and a couple of guards.Leaving the tomb, they meet Jesus.
According to Mark, a young man in a white robe was sitting inside the tomb.
According to Luke, there were two men in dazzeling apparel.
According to John, Mary, Peter and another disciple find an empty tomb. Peter and disciple leave. Mary finds two angels in the tomb. She turns and see Jesus at the tomb.
Mark says that Mary told noone. The other says that Mary reported seeing the empty tomb to the other disciples.
This just sounds too made up to me.
lovely said:
I can't really explain it differently. I can only share my own experience with you.
If God does exists and if he does send nonbelievers to eternal torment, then I would have to conclude that he is the most evil being ever imagined. If he did exist, I would not want to worship someone like that. If God is all powerful and annihilation is kinder than eternal torment, then God would not be kind.
But I also have problems with eternal life and heaven than just this. For example, can you sin in heaven? If not, have you lost your free will? If you can have free will and not sin, then God didn't need to let the Garden of Eden curse happen.
After a thousand years, do you get bored? What about a billion? Trillion? When you reach 100 trillion years old and realize eternity has not started, will you despair? I would. Yet, if my spirit wouldn't then my spirit is not "me." It would be some loosely associated being with myself.
There are many other problems like by some christians rules for Salvation, Hitler is in heaven and Jews are in hell. A child that was raped and murdered may spend eternity with her killer in heaven. I love my wife. If we were separated for all of eternity, then I would be sad. If I was happy in heaven, then I must be drugged out of my mind.
So maybe it is just a difference in perspective, but I see eternal life like the Buddhists do.. as a curse. But my current belief is that when I die, there is nothing more.
Thank you for sharing your experiences. It does help me to understand you better and know you are a good person.