[__ Prayer __] Getting better?!?!???

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I have a label of schizophrenia. I’m 38 now and…

I kind of think ? God is moving in my whatever you call it. Spirit of a sound mind…

I may never be able to work. I’m a mellow gay dude now…

I was once flamboyantly gay in the south. That was just part of the problem…

Now people openly say that my parents can’t help me etc. the hatred is intense. I’m not sinless or blameless but…

Intense.

All the more reason to thank God for restoring me…including my mind…

Because wow ? real world ?? The hatred is real. Thankfully…

God is Love.
 
Thanks Tessa ?

I dunno ?‍♂️

I see that a former counselor is no longer licensed and he’s already been reprimanded. Now all this junk around me. Hmmm ?

At any rate, God is Good. Thanks again ?
 
I have a label of schizophrenia. I’m 38 now and…

I kind of think ? God is moving in my whatever you call it. Spirit of a sound mind…

I may never be able to work. I’m a mellow gay dude now…

I was once flamboyantly gay in the south. That was just part of the problem…

Now people openly say that my parents can’t help me etc. the hatred is intense. I’m not sinless or blameless but…

Intense.

All the more reason to thank God for restoring me…including my mind…

Because wow ? real world ?? The hatred is real. Thankfully…

God is Love.
We cannot help the way we are born. Neither can the bigots. They do more harm than anyone else. Tell me, are you kind and gentle, or do you go round calling people names, bullying and insulting them? Give me the former any day. I know who I like the best, and it is not the nasties. Don't worry, be yourself, just act natural, and treat people as you would like to be treated. May God bless you and keep you. Amen.
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Sorry...do you believe you're schizophrenic because of your homosexuality?

You don't need help, you need to accept yourself and be a good person...however, if you want prayers, I pray for you!
 
I don't believe anyone should accept any form of sin. Same with heterosexuality, should I indulge my lusts with women and accept myself instead of deny my flesh, pick up my cross and follow Jesus? Should I value temporary pleasure over eternal fulfillment. Jesus sacrificed so much for me i can't resist the flesh while submitting to him? Acceptance is what satan wants us to do.
 
Hi ?

I don’t mean living the gay lifestyle, I mean not heterosexual lol ? gay but pursuing Jesus not other men.

I dunno ?‍♂️ I was out there but what scares me now is how a lot of the worst parts of my old life…

Seem to have happened deliberately and a lot of it was caused by the so helping professions. Eek ?

But what to do? Suicidal as a teenager deliberately over medicated by shrinks then further punished with involuntary shock at 20 and 23…

How cruel is the world? My so called schizophrenia…by the grace of God…is a way to be in society and get something I long dreamed of…

A peaceful quiet life. Ordinarily a schizophrenia label means poverty and heavy duty control by the mental health industry but…

God has shown me some truly amazing grace. What bothers me? I’m an exception whose life proves the rule.
 
I have a label of schizophrenia. I’m 38 now and…

I kind of think ? God is moving in my whatever you call it. Spirit of a sound mind…

I may never be able to work. I’m a mellow gay dude now…

I was once flamboyantly gay in the south. That was just part of the problem…

Now people openly say that my parents can’t help me etc. the hatred is intense. I’m not sinless or blameless but…

Intense.

All the more reason to thank God for restoring me…including my mind…

Because wow ? real world ?? The hatred is real. Thankfully…

God is Love.
Learning about God and wanting to advance in your relationship with Him is great sir. As we learn about Him, if we grow in our love for Him we will become willing to make changes in our lives to bring our lives in harmony with His will. Hatred is abundant in the world, and yes we can stay happy even in the midst of that, by adhering to His laws, and separating us from the hatred the world does offer at times.
 
Hi ?

I don’t mean living the gay lifestyle, I mean not heterosexual lol ? gay but pursuing Jesus not other men.

I dunno ?‍♂️ I was out there but what scares me now is how a lot of the worst parts of my old life…

Seem to have happened deliberately and a lot of it was caused by the so helping professions. Eek ?

But what to do? Suicidal as a teenager deliberately over medicated by shrinks then further punished with involuntary shock at 20 and 23…

How cruel is the world? My so called schizophrenia…by the grace of God…is a way to be in society and get something I long dreamed of…

A peaceful quiet life. Ordinarily a schizophrenia label means poverty and heavy duty control by the mental health industry but…

God has shown me some truly amazing grace. What bothers me? I’m an exception whose life proves the rule.
I see, sorry I misinterpreted. I believe God can do anything, and I admire that you are not giving into temptation and your testimony an don't let any invalidate God's work in you, keep up the good work my brother!
 
HI CE
Every one of us has sinned. We all have different sins but none is better than another. We are fighting the good fight.
You have a brilliant testimony and a caring heart. A great example.
Live you my brother in Christ.
 
Hi ?

One slight problem with recovery in my case? The voices now are real and it’s non stop. Upstairs people were taunting at 4 am. I got a mop handle and tapped on the ceiling. I mean…?

But yeah. It’s not that I’m a mega victim it’s just what I’m dealing with right now…

Thanks ?
 
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