I left the Baptist church because I couldn't reconcile God putting His innocent Son to death
instead of me. I was taught that for decades. I preached it myself for that long, but I just could not understand how a loving could be merciful to everyone, except his own Son?
I sincerely asked God why he did that.
That was the beginning of understanding how our Savior is truly, completely and immutably One with His Father,
(The Father speaking)
Behold,these three years I come seekingfruit on this fig tree, and find none:cut it down; why cumbereth it the ground? Lk.13:7
(The Son speaking)
And he answering said unto him, Lord, let it alone this year also, till I shall dig about it, and dung
it: And if it bear fruit,
well: and if not,
then after that thou shalt cut it down.
If the Father and Son are perfectly One, why don't not have the same thoughts about what to do with the fruitless tree?
Answer: They do. The Lamb who is the One True God in human flesh is contemplating in His Mind whether to destroy wicked men or continue showing His love and mercy and goodness to sinners so we might repent and bear fruit.
Even as imperfect sinners, we understand injustice. We see terrorists (wicked sinners) killing harmless children on the news and are rightfully horrified. People ask, "Why doesn't God take these evil men out?"
Answee: Because if God chose to end all wickedness, you and I wouldn't be having this conversation. Right?