jasoncran
Member
I will say this. I have done the self loathing thing so long that unless its really something that bothers me I don't know when I do it. it doesn't bother me to receive corrective training or criticism in the army. yes I do care but if its say like backing up a trailer and others poke at me. then I loose my mind. or if its the martial arts its bad. with the arts and even turning wrenches I have learned when I fail its the process by which I learn and I try not to be as hard on myself.