Hello again Atothetheist,
Faith IS the evidence. You say it was your own choice to have faith. If you really had faith, then what other evidence do you need? Still not understanding what you are saying.
Will the sun come up tomorrow morning? Will you be starting a brand new day when it does? How can you be so sure? Right now it's night, so why do you "know" tomorrow will come? That's faith.
Do you have to think about every breath you take? Do you consciously direct all the muscles in your body to behave in just the right way to allow you to breath? Of course not. You breath without hardly ever giving it a thought. That's faith.
Do we need proof that God exists? No. We know He exists by faith. Hebrews 11:1 NKJV "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen". Our convictions through faith are the substance of what we hope for, Truth of God's word is the evidence of what we can't see; Heaven, Eternal Life, our spiritual identity, the temporary illusion of this life and world.
Hebrews 11:3 NKJV "By faith we understand the the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that the things which are seen were not made of things which are visible"
The things you see are not made of things that are visible, yet you see them. That's faith, and the very same faith that let's you know God is real, and visible in all His creations. That includes you.
Your choice is an easy one. You can choose not to believe, and receive the reward for that which mirrors disbelief; eternal life without any knowledge of God for certainly there is no need to know of Him since you don't believe in Him in the first place, or you can choose to believe and experience what mirrors that; eternal life in the presence of God.
I can assure of this Atothetheist, there is not a believer here who will not pray that the Holy Spirit brings you the conviction of Jesus Christ and the truth of His word. God wishes no one will perish and we can do no less either.
Cheers
(PS-Do you have a shorter nickname we can use? Would AT be OK?
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Cheers