Christ_empowered
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- Oct 23, 2010
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Me yet again. 
Jesus Christ is changing me furtherā¦again. Iām 40 Iāve been truly saved for 12 years now.
I dunno
it isnāt as simple as let go and let Godā¦.
Unless maybe
sometimes it is in the context of a personās walk with the lord?? I dunno
Poverty was really rough for me and I never even had to deal with real no help at all poverty that so many people are in and never escape from this side of eternity. I think the heavy shock treatments and such made the whole thing worse becauseā¦
Amnesia brain damage cognitive impairment etc plus I ended up with schizophreniaā¦.
Couldnāt comprehend the world
around me or even articulate my own thoughts such as they were back then not long agoā¦
So Iām living in a modest safe nice life and I somehow have a high iq estimate now and my schizophrenia or what have you is less of an issue day to dayā¦.
I think Iām being made a higher quality believer by Christ Jesus. Iām thankful 
and also hoping that I can be a light 
unto a dark and dying generationā¦
Just like all genuine believers! Thatās another thingā¦.
Iām seeing that Iām not freakish or weirdly special or all alone etcā¦.
Nothing befalls me except that which is common to man
. And absolutely nothing surprises God lol 
.
Iām seeing how Christ in me affects my very limited social circle
ļø andā¦.
Omg
I may actually eventually get to talk about Jesus Christ with people in my life. Basic! But huge! Mental patients especially those of us with shady backgrounds are not really in a position to talk about Christ until and unlessā¦
He moves mightily in our lives. I see it more clearly nowā¦
12 years after my born again experience people in my life see real change. Iām not just the flamboyant gay druggie with problems and pills
who got religion when facing more trouble.
Thanks for reading and praying
Jesus Christ is changing me furtherā¦again. Iām 40 Iāve been truly saved for 12 years now.
I dunno
it isnāt as simple as let go and let Godā¦.Unless maybe
sometimes it is in the context of a personās walk with the lord?? I dunno Poverty was really rough for me and I never even had to deal with real no help at all poverty that so many people are in and never escape from this side of eternity. I think
the heavy shock treatments and such made the whole thing worse becauseā¦Amnesia brain damage cognitive impairment etc plus I ended up with schizophreniaā¦.
Couldnāt comprehend the world
around me or even articulate my own thoughts such as they were back then not long agoā¦So Iām living in a modest safe nice life and I somehow have a high iq estimate now and my schizophrenia or what have you is less of an issue day to dayā¦.
I think
Iām being made a higher quality believer by Christ Jesus. Iām thankful and also hoping that I can be a light unto a dark and dying generationā¦Just like all genuine believers! Thatās another thingā¦.
Iām seeing that Iām not freakish or weirdly special or all alone etcā¦.
Nothing befalls me except that which is common to man
. And absolutely nothing surprises God lol .Iām seeing how Christ in me affects my very limited social circle
ļø andā¦.Omg
I may actually eventually get to talk about Jesus Christ with people in my life. Basic! But huge! Mental patients especially those of us with shady backgrounds are not really in a position to talk about Christ until and unlessā¦He moves mightily in our lives. I see it more clearly nowā¦
12 years after my born again experience people in my life see real change. Iām not just the flamboyant gay druggie with problems and pills
who got religion when facing more trouble. Thanks for reading and praying