Well then, the Lord Jesus must actually be God then. Because it was the Lord Jesus (and the Holy Spirit using Ananias) who called Saul to ministry!
And he said, “Who are You, sir?” And the One said , “ I am Jesus Whom you are persecuting. But arise and enter into the city, and it will be told you what thing you must do”.
Acts 9:5-6 -
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=Acts 9:5-6&version=DLNT
And Ananias departed, and entered into the house. And having laid his hands on him, he said, “Brother Saul, the Lord has sent me forth— Jesus, the One having appeared to you on the road on which you were coming— so that you may see-again and be filled with the Holy Spirit”.
Acts 9:17 -
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=Acts 9:17&version=DLNT
And notice, Scripture shows Paul being immediately filled with the Holy Spirit, not searching for Him for years.
But you carry on, I’m sure. I’m going to shower.