The Derailing Thread

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I am holding onto "lean not on your own understanding" tonight.
Some of the garbage I get stuck on is on my own understanding and is most likely incorrect.
 
I am holding onto "lean not on your own understanding" tonight.
Some of the garbage I get stuck on is on my own understanding and is most likely incorrect.
But you recognize that it's coming from you, and that puts you well above others who don't even see the folly of narcissism. Heck, you're halfway to enlightenment.
 
You know... People who meet me in real life think I'm normal. Only Matt really see's when I am struggling. I wear headphones a lot because I get triggered pretty easily. I am looking to Jesus in healing... I believe things will get better.
 
I get triggered by hallucinations. Music drowns out what I hear. It also gives me something to think about. Sometimes I worship God in its place. I have an audio full KJV Bible. I'mt thinking of putting a CD of it on my headphones.
 
Or I could buy a cheap mp3 player and put the whole bible on it.... hmmmmm
 
I get triggered by hallucinations. Music drowns out what I hear. It also gives me something to think about. Sometimes I worship God in its place. I have an audio full KJV Bible. I'mt thinking of putting a CD of it on my headphones.
The hallucinations trigger...what do they trigger? I would have thought the other way around.
 
I hear hallucinations in the sound.
They trigger fear and depression.
Sometimes I am able to ignore it.
Don't really want to talk about it.
 
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