The argument whether baptism should be done as an infant or adult is one that has been going on for centuries and will continue. One question I have is that I was baptized as an infant but when I was a young man I fell away and stopped believing in God. Later in life I came to my senses so-to-speak but I have often wondered if I should consider being baptized again. In other words, once one is baptized is it permanent or should it be performed again. My believe has been it is permanent but I'd like to hear others' thoughts.
WIP, thank you for that.
I've wondered about it too and in my heart, my father's heart, I believe that there is an answer that will strike a chord with you. I love my kids very much. I'm also commanded to love my enemies and I've tried to implement this command to one degree of success or another. One way (for strangers) is a personal rule that I have and try to keep. If somebody isn't trying to offend me it's actually difficult to really offend me. Jesus is our example here, right?
If somebody said something off-handed that hurt my feelings maybe I might respond with, "Oh? What do you mean?" Then, if it turned out that they wanted to offend, I still might not take offense. You have similar number of years in your life and have learned to try to have patience with others as well.
But with my kids? Heck, my sons used to quote Adam Sandler to me saying,
"Quiet, old man or I'll break your hip!" You would not believe some of the liberties that they take. I'm pretty sure if you made a wisecrack to your dad like that you would quickly be reminded who was in charge, right? But that's not the kind of thing that governs our relationships today.
I know your Father. He loves you. You're not going to offend him by offering your heart to him again any more than you would offend your wife by offering a renewal of your vows of matrimony. Nobody is going to say,
"What??? Are you trying to suggest that our vows are not good anymore?" The love gift that is offered by an adult who is baptized is offered to
The God of Hearts and He knows every single hair, every single thought and every part of you. You're not going to go wrong no matter the choice you make. It's your heart that reaffirms your immersion into the Love of Christ and you are free to express yourself to Him.
With this in mind, please re-read your favorite chapter in the Bible. Yes. That one. The Love chapter in 1 Corinthians. You know it and have been thrilled by the love that He has for you from the moment you first heard it. I see this even today and am blessed by it. We are not yet revealed but there will come a time when the Mountains will clap their hands in joy over us. He means it when He says it and I'm here to remind you of what you already know.
~A little Sparrow