Not with my eyes but I did "see" the light of truth and felt his prescence but I have always felt his prescence.
What do you mean "His prescence" do you mean God can be with you in spirit, and that He can yet be in Heaven upon the throne of His Glory?
You mean spiritual truth, such as being saved is not the same as physical truth that one can see? That the things that are not seen are eternal, and the things which are seen are temporal?
Ro 6:4
Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.
Ro 6:9 Knowing that Christ being raised from the dead dieth no more; death hath no more dominion over him.
Ro 7:4 Wherefore, my brethren, ye also are become dead to the law by the body of Christ; that ye should be married to another, even to him who is raised from the dead, that we should bring forth fruit unto God.
Ro 8:11
But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you.
1Co 6:14
And God hath both raised up the Lord, and will also raise up us by his own power
aints,
19 And what is the exceeding greatness
of his power to us-ward who believe, according to the working of his mighty power,
20 Which he wrought in Christ,
when he raised him from the dead, and set him at his own right hand in the heavenly places,
21 Far above all principality, and power, and might, and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this world, but also in that which is to come:
22 And hath put all things under his feet,
and gave him to be the head over all things to the church,
23 Which is his body, the fulness of him that filleth all in all.
Eph 2:5 Even when we were dead in sins,
hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved;)
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And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus:
7 That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus.
I think you are missing a large part of the gospel and what the term "in Him" or "in Christ" means.
These things are "eternal" truth. They are facts that cannot be changed nor seen by man.
1Co 2:6 ¶ Howbeit we speak wisdom among them that are perfect:
yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the princes of this world, that come to nought:
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But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God ordained before the world unto our glory:
Sorry if you cannot believe the truth, but it will remain the truth.