Thanks for the warm welcome and desire to understand where I'm coming from. I'll try to answer everyone's questions in this single post.
What I do believe is that there is a God and that he cares most about how we treat our fellow man. Rather than faith being the most important attribute that God wants from us, I believe it's love. Love for God and love for each other. Here are the reason's I'm not a Christian....
1. There are many barbaric passages in the OT that I believe are impossible to explain away. For example, the All Perfect Creator of the Universe would not tell us it's OK to beat our slaves as long as they are not bedridden for more than two days. He would also not tell us that the punishment for a rapist is that he must marry his victim and pay her Father 50 shekels. This leads me to believe it's more likely the Bible was written by flawed men rather than being inspired by God.
2. The many historical errors and contradictions in the NT lead me to believe that the Bible was not inspired by God.
3. I think Paul's teachings contradict Jesus's teachings. Paul never met Jesus and never quotes him.
4. I am not sure we can know exactly what Jesus said because of the way in which the gospel transpired. Fore example, the earliest Gospel is Mark, written in Greek but the disciples spoke Aramaic. Mark wasn't written for 30 years after Jesus' death and the earliest manuscript we have is 150 years after the death of Jesus. How can this situation allow for accuracy in transmission of the words and deeds of Jesus?
5. According to Biblical scholars, around half the books of the NT are either forgeries (authors claiming to be someone they aren't to gain authority) or anonymous. This is widely accepted by virtually all biblical scholars, most of whom are Christians.
You are probably wondering at this point why I'm not a member of a skeptic forum rather than Christian forum. Even with the hang-ups above, I think there is something special about Jesus. I still don't think he is just a particularly enlightened man, I think there is more to it. The problem is that I don't have a high view of scripture so I just don't accept everything written as "gospel". I am hoping that I can somehow resolve the issues I have raised so that I can fully understand and know Jesus. No, I don't want to be a "Christian" but a follower of Jesus.