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Alabaster
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There should be no fear in love. Fear only comes when the OTHER person CAN hurt you by their actions. I'm not talking about just physical pain but emotional. Without the possibility of this happening to you, you should never have a "fear", just because of the potential power of the being. .. . . .IF that being is GOOD.
When we love God, we fear Him in the right way---it is called reverential awe. If you don't know Him, that kind of fear is impossible.
But Alabaster, you say this because you were born in a culture of christianity. Had you been born in Saudi Arabia, you would have been stating the same about Islam and Allah. Fervant belief still isn't enough. And after 30 years of trying to "know god", I saw/felt/knew nothing other than myself. No where near an "intimate" level. I won't say anything against those who say that they DO have this level of relationship, but I see it as inadequate. Trying to pull out things from my mind, or read by chance in a book [often times what I read had nothing to do with a situation I was in], I could not conclude my christianity as being real to me.
I praise God many times for the fact that I was born when and where I was born---it is all due to His perfect plan.
We don't have to 'try' to know God! He reveals Himself in many wonderful, subtle and overt ways! Ask God to open your spiritual eyes to see Him! God would indeed know you were trying to know Him and He was showing you, but the enemy of your soul, Satan, was clouding your vision with a veil of some kind, keeping you blind to your very Source! It isn't difficult to stop for a moment and appreciate the universe as God's special creation and yourself also as a beautiful creation set into His masterpiece. If you cannot see even that basic, then I believe it is safe to say that in all your seeking, you have looked past the obvious, and that is, in my opinion due to the engineering of Satan himself.
The first step toward knowing God is to realize that you are a sinner, and desperately in need of a Saviour.
I'm probably going to start a thread on the whole notion of "dying for us". I'm sure it will be controversial and could get me banned. So I hesitate.
I don't think you would have the correct stance on the subject, so in order to not be banned, please do not initiate a thread. Why don't you ask us some carefully worded questions about it?