I'm torn. I was saved by old school Pentecostals, so they hammered into me that you can't live like Hell and inherit Heaven. True, that.
But sometimes I think they go a bit too far. If you commit suicide, its automatically Hell. Better stay prayed up and ready to go. And yet...they do discuss some important Biblical concepts, like seared conscience and being handed over to a reprobate mind. I don't recall either the PCUSA church I grew up in or the megachurch my dad sometimes goes to ever discussing those bits of Scripture.
I just don't know. I recently read some CS Lewis for a class and in this piece he said that its part of the Christian experience to come to realize that you can't do it, and then learn to lean upon The Lord out of sheer frustration, if nothing else. Makes sense...I think I'm getting there, lol. I think its only human nature to want to do it all in the flesh, part pride, part...well, I think especially in 21st century, modern cultures, its part of what's hammered into us....an emphasis on choices and personal success.
I'm torn. I was saved by old school Pentecostals, so they hammered into me that you can't live like Hell and inherit Heaven. True, that.
But sometimes I think they go a bit too far. If you commit suicide, its automatically Hell. Better stay prayed up and ready to go. And yet...they do discuss some important Biblical concepts, like seared conscience and being handed over to a reprobate mind. I don't recall either the PCUSA church I grew up in or the megachurch my dad sometimes goes to ever discussing those bits of Scripture.
I just don't know. I recently read some CS Lewis for a class and in this piece he said that its part of the Christian experience to come to realize that you can't do it, and then learn to lean upon The Lord out of sheer frustration, if nothing else. Makes sense...I think I'm getting there, lol. I think its only human nature to want to do it all in the flesh, part pride, part...well, I think especially in 21st century, modern cultures, its part of what's hammered into us....an emphasis on choices and personal success.
Hi CE
You know, I was also raised in a church that told you all the things you must do to get to heaven. Of course, we can't possibly live the life they preached. It's impossible. This is what I would call legalism.
They just tell you what you're supposed to do, and you find you can't do it and become discouraged. Everything has to do with the conscience, everything has to do with feeling guilty or scared. Funny, though, I did always ask forgiveness and was sorry and I did trust Jesus in a way I can't explain. I'd have to analyze it one day.
So legalism is bad. It's what I would call "religion." Me trying to please God. Using some kind of formula or ritual, or prayers or whatever. It doesn't get to the heart of the matter...
Then you have what I call "Christianity." Christ. Christ is preached. His sacrifice is taught. How great it was and how necessary it was. How we have a nature that tends toward sinning. How it's ruled by some evil force that is difficult to fight. So God is reaching down to us. Traditional understanding - I take no credit - but I really get it. It's as CS Lewis says. It's God saying, I know YOU can't do it, but I'LL help you and then you'll be able to. This is the leaning on Him. The gratitude we have for what He's done is what makes us want to please Him.
So now we don't keep the commandments because we have to
but because we want to
I can't say this enough times. It's the difference between Law and Grace.
It's a journey Christ Empowered. That's why it's sanctification - it doesn't happen all at once. Jesus accompanies us there, to the final end. And as long as you follow Him and are trusting in Him, He'll always forgive any sins that cause you sorrow and He'll always help you to fight off the evil one.
You should read The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis.
Also, Mere Christianity is the best explanation I've ever read of what Christianity is.
This book should be reread every 10 years or so.
Grace is better!
Wondering