dirtfarmer
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But your suggestion was that I should go back to the early church fathers as providing the definitive understanding. This is what I decline to do. I do go back to the early writings because they have great value and help inform my own understanding. Given the scholarship over the past several hundred years, I doubt seriously that the early church was better informed about anything than studious Christians are today. That would be like saying that we should go back to the 1965 books on the JFK assassination as definitive simply because the authors were closer to the event, when in fact what is known today dwarfs what was known then.
Perhaps they were, perhaps they weren't. I will inform myself about their positions and decide for myself. Why should I pretend that they didn't exist because some council decided they were heretics? Even if they were wrong and were indeed heretics, consideration of their views makes for a better-informed Christian.
I realized a long time ago that the only beliefs that would have sustaining meaning for me would be those that I developed for myself and in which I genuinely believed. I want (and have) a set of beliefs in which I really believe, ones that will allow me to stare life and death in the face without flinching. I will inform myself about others' beliefs, but ultimately only those beliefs that are based on my own experiences, observations, studies and intuition can have sustaining meaning for me. Again, your comment seems to suggest that I should default to the writings as the Apostolic Fathers as though they were in some sense definitive, something that I am simply unwilling to do. "I believe this because it is what the early church taught" is not, for me, a sufficient basis for genuine, sustaining belief.
You appear to be a "follower," willing to default to the judgment of others whom you regard as authoritative. I am and always have been the ultimate anti-follower. My post #65 on this thread, http://christianforums.net/Fellowship/index.php?threads/why-do-you-believe.64691/page-4#post-1363639, explains where I am coming from as well as I can. Perhaps my opinion of my beliefs strikes you as "over-inflated," but it happens to be inflated just right for me. The point you seem to miss is that the beliefs of someone such as myself are not merely personal beliefs in some toweringly arrogant sense, but rather beliefs that have been arrived at after wide experience, extensive observation, intense study and a great deal of prayer and reflection. At the end of that process, I do not merely say "These are the beliefs I hold" (and certainly not "These are the beliefs you should hold") but rather "These are the only beliefs I can hold and remain true to myself."
hello Runner, dirtfarmer here
I agree with your statement, that the only beliefs that are sustainable are those that you have developed, but we have to be careful to make sure that we compare scripture with scripture. Other wise our beliefs are grounded in the doctrine of men, even though they may be biblically based. If we find that our interpretation of scripture is contrary with other scripture then we need to find out to whom it was written and then determine if it contradicts itself. it is does then we have a misinterpretation.