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- The valley of Achor (for a door of hope)
Where to start, right?
It almost sounds like God will do something strange when we hear Him say, "I will allure her," doesn't it? He is God so of course there is no sin involved but it certainly sounds like something more than the normal level of persuasion is involved.
It staggers me.
Haven't seen Sparrowhawke for a bit. Hope you're OK. Just picked up this post and thought to make some scriptural and "real life" commentary re: the valley of Achor and God's Desires. (not ours necessarily)
The "meaning" of the word Achor is: trouble/disturbance
From the real life commentary, having "experienced" this trouble, vividly so, I feel free to share to a certain extent.
I don't know about anyone else, BUT, when I have experienced "trouble/disturbance" it has always been greatly unsettling, yes disturbing. Stuff that made me wail. When I was a younger man, I was engaged in farming. I had spent my life somewhat in farming, but a lot of time in the construction biz, and back in the late 70's when prime rates hit 21% the construction industry failed. There simply was no work to be had. There was what's called a "recession" but if you were in that industry it was a "depression." You call a recession when you still have work. If you are out of work, it's a depression.
I had a wife and 5 kids to feed. So, needless to say, I was disturbed. Tried to switch into something else, farming, and took on a great deal of debt to do so. My first year in "farming" which included dairy, the place where I lived got hit with a drought. I not only didn't make a penny, but went backwards, bigtime. I was more than a little discouraged. Low, low, was the feeling. Hopeless. It was on the ground of hopelessness that God in Christ reached me, and I had a "born again" experience. Classic in many ways.
So, yeah, Valley of Achor for sure. That was where I met God in Christ. I thought from that point that God was on my side, and would bless me. I worked very hard to eliminate any and every sin I could think of in my life, as I felt so clean after the experience. And I worked incessantly, 7 days a week, often 16-20 hour days. The second year the area I lived in got hit with another drought. That had never happened prior. And it basically crushed me. Before it was all over I was staring at a several hundred thousand dollar debt, which in early 80's terms was massive. Way beyond what I ever thought could be paid. I remember being on my knees, in a field, crying. Asking God why is this happening to me?! I was trying so hard to make things work. Crushed and in despair can not even come close to what I felt. Before it was all over, I was reduced to just getting up in the morning and struggling to put one foot in front of another. I could not see anything.
To short story this event, I was forced to go out on the road and seek work, just to feed my family. I was a horrific experience. I literally 'begged' my way into a job. Slept in my car when it was 40 below zero. Counted my pennies to see if I could make it, just another day. I was reduced to nothing. I still get "disturbed" just thinking about it. That black place in my soul. I remember working a night shift in the job I had. It was 30 below zero. I was soaking wet, froze solid, the wind was howling with 40 mile an hour gusts. 2 a.m. I looked up at the moon, and said in my mind,
"this is HELL. Remember this moment, right here."
There was no way my life was going to "resolve."
20 years later, after clawing and scraping in the above manor, I found myself in another state, sitting at the top of a huge construction company, and was making almost a million bucks a year at my zenith. Paid off all the farm debt, put the kids through college, took care of my parents financially.
Never thought that would ever happen. I could not see what was ahead of me at the time. But I'd like to say that God did come through for me in ways that I would have never thought were even possible.
And THEN, after all of this. After I thought I had "received" my blessings from God in Christ, a long step down began to happen AGAIN. This time however, God "told" me it was coming. I knew, almost step by step, in advance, that I would be again dismantled. This time I knew it was God, fighting me, and I knew WHY, and how it would happen. I became an ally in my own destruction. And I went passively into my long goodnight. And, we returned to the Valley of Achor. That dark Valley of 'disturbances' and 'trouble.'
I have learned some things along the way. Deep and dark treasures of Christ that I would not trade for all the world. I know things today about God in Christ that most don't want to know, but these things I TREASURE, because these things have brought me to understand this and only this:
GOD DESIRES TO HAVE MERCY.
And He will PUT AND PLACE His own in the Valley of Despair, to Demonstrate His Mercy.
And so, Mr. Sparrowhawke, today, I am like a little bird in God's Hand. Rather helpless. But I do know God's Profound Mercy. And the place where it is found, in that Valley of Achor. I wouldn't wish various things that happened to me on anyone else. It has been both extremely joyful at times, and likewise extremely sad and painful and frighteningly awful. And, I am often reminded of how God's Trees of Righteousness grow. They take root DOWNWARD, in the darkness of this earth, where God DUNGs their roots.
From that planting, comes fruit, upward.
2 Kings 19:30
And the remnant that is escaped of the house of Judah shall yet again
take root downward, and bear fruit upward.
Isaiah 37:31
And the remnant that is escaped of the house of Judah shall again
take root downward, and bear fruit upward:
Luke 13:
7 Then said he unto the dresser of his vineyard, Behold, these three years I come seeking fruit on this fig tree, and find none: cut it down; why cumbereth it the ground?
8 And he answering said unto him, Lord, let it alone this year also, till I shall dig about it, and dung it:
9 And if it bear fruit, well: and if not, then after that thou shalt cut it down.
Having this done to me a couple times now, I KNOW what I'm talking about. What I share is "deadly" serious. When it appears that God in Christ is your worst enemy, and the FEAR of God rips through every fiber of your being,
THEN He is actually your closest friend and ally. When we are reduced to nothing, He is everything. It is upon this ground, that DIVINE MERCY comes, and grows upon our vine.
Believers do not and will not "like" what I have to say about the darkness and the dung. They reject these things. I am not a bastard son, and know God's disciplines and chastisements. They are not fun.
His Mercy is HIDDEN in the darkness, where NONE dare to look. It is there, that He has placed His Treasures and His Power.
Isaiah 45:3
And
I will give thee the treasures of darkness, and hidden riches of secret places, that thou mayest know that I, the Lord, which call thee by thy name, am the God of Israel.