Brother, if they were hurting you, causing your family pain, had taken you captive, had treated you worse than all the other Associates they mistreat, I would be there with a hack saw to bust you out of there.
I know that is not the case though, but you have elevated your experience to the same level as someone being horribly mistreated and enslaved. That is a big issue. You also don't like authority when authority seems to be treating you different than you think you should be treated. There is nothing wrong with being the yes man, if your not hurting people. If we can't obey man when we don't like things, I can promise we won't obey God if He asked us to do something that would seem to hard or impossible to us.
He that is faithful in that which is least is faithful also in much: and he that is unjust in the least is unjust also in much. If therefore ye have not been faithful in the unrighteous mammon, who will commit to your trust the true riches? And if ye have not been faithful in that which is another man's, who shall give you that which is your own?
(Luk 16:10-12)
The key to getting blessed by God is being faithful in someone elses things. If policies, and contradictions, and being pulled every which way, then getting yelled at for not doing something you had no time to do, upsets you. Then you disqualify yourself from what God would like to give you later.
You want to stop the blessings of the Lord to where you only get a tiny bit of what the Lord can do, then be the one that complains and finds grievances.
When another employee comes to you and tells you it don't make sense, it's not fair, they don't pay enough. You should be the first one to speak up and say, "
You work for them, they pay you. It don't matter how it don't make sense, because they are paying you for things that don't make sense. If you don't like it, then find another Job, but don't come to me telling me how bad it is."
Servants, obey in everything those who are your earthly masters, not only when their eyes are on you as pleasers of men, but in simplicity of purpose [with all your heart]
because of your reverence for the Lord and as a sincere expression of your devotion to Him.
Whatever may be your task, work at it heartily (from the soul), as [something done] for the Lord and not for men,
(Col 3:22-23)
If God is truly the one that takes care of you, gets your bills paid, gives you good things, makes great plans for you. Then what happens at a job is no big deal. What they pay you is no big deal, they are not the ones taking care of you. Because you love God, and you know God is your real source, then every task given, unfair, dumb, don't make sense, you do as working unto God, the one that takes care of you, not to men.
If your not working for the Lord, then what man does, what man pays you is going to get you upset. Your looking at the wrong source to make you happy.
Long enough, will continue later, please read over a few times, let the scriptures get inside and meditate on them. God wants to bless us, and help us get our thinking in line with the way He thinks.
Mike.