You're the first person I've met that believes this way. Out of curiosity, why do you believe/feel this way?
Thanks for asking....
I was not on a mission to disprove the trinity. As I searched scriptures to clear up my confusion on the rapture timing, I began to read the scriptures for my own understanding more than I had ever in my life. All of a sudden things I had read for years came alive with meaning. It was around this time that I began to notice how much Yahushua talked about his relationship with his Father and how He consistenly gave deference to His Father's absolute authority. I also noticed how the apostles spoke to Yahushua, giving his Father honor and then the Son honor.
I became uncomfortable with the idea that Yahushua was co-equal to his Father or that they were the same being. I was hesitant to "go there" but I did. And you know what? Separating the three doesn't take away from anything that the scriptures state. There is nothing that I believe about the three separately that cannot be backed by scriptures.
I became free...to understand the concept of Yahushua
operating in the "name" of his Father.
...that the HS operates in the name of Yahushua
...that when Yahushua was spoken of in Isaiah, scriptures stated that his "name" (singular) would be called, "Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father , The Prince of Peace."
People's names can be called many things. Donald Trump's name is called many things; entreprenaur, mogul, buisnessman, savvy, etc. Yahushua states plainly that he operates in his Father's name, and the HS does work in His name. Why then would Yahusha's name not be called with the attributes of those He represents; wonderful, counselor, mighty God, everlasting Father? Scriptures don't state that these are his names but that his name would be called these attributes. Counselor, everlasting, mighty, wonderful are not the names of God or the Holy but are attributes of both.
All kinds of confusion became clear.....like how could the Father (begot) sire himself? To begot someone is to produce an offspring. Trinity is in direct oppostion to that concept.
I also understand the concept of ownership expressed between Father and Son. For example, there are passages that says Yahusha is savior. Then there is a passage that says God (Father) is savior. Or there is a passage that says Yahushua created the world. Then you will find a passage that states God (Father) created it. How do yo explain this? Most would say this is possible because the Father and Son are the same person. However, if you understand how Yahushua operates in his Father's name then the comparisons become clear. Yahushua created the earth. Yahushua is savior. But He does nothing that was not commanded by His Father. The Father commisioned these acts and takes credit for all that His Son does. Huh?
How is it that possible? Who created Trump Towers....who actually builds trumps buildings. Answer: Construction workers, managers, directors,...they are actually onsite doing the work. But when it comes to a ribbon cutting, who cuts the ribbon? Trump. Who gets praised for building the buildings? Trump. Does Trump ever hammer one nail or put up one piece of plywood? Yet, he gets full credit for the completed work. So is the relationship between Father and Son and there are plenty of scriptures that demonstrate this dynamic at work.
There are plenty other examples, none of which would be valid if 1 God was made up of three persons.
Blessings,
Dee