Maybe you’re in a similar situation I used to be in. This is my personal testimony: I grew up in a Pentecostal church and everything I believed was based on things people told me. I trusted my pastor and elders and I believed what they told me because frankly, why would they lie? But deep down I always felt something was missing but I was afraid to speak up. Around the Holiday seasons, I knew I was supposed to be happy, but deep down….. I wasn’t.Hello nmwings
I have extracted elements from two of your posts as this is a subject which interests me greatly and you appear to have given it some thought. We are discussing the fundamentals of belief and disbelief. I am an ex-Christian,currently stuck in disbelief but searching for good reason to change my position.
In many churches the message being taught may not be the whole Scripture. It seems to me the pastor will pick a portion of the scripture to teach on, but doesn’t give us, as Paul Harvey puts it, “The Rest of the Story.” I always walked away feeling only “half-filled.” Something was missing!
Then something happened that changed my life (and my view) forever. I was sent a video that described the true origins of the “Christian” holidays I was observing, which all had deep pagan roots. As I watched it my whole body felt like I had a death grip on a high-voltage electric wire. I believe with my whole heart that I was experiencing a “quickening” of my spirit. So I set out to find the truth for myself (the rest of the story.)
Early into my digging, the Lord kept bringing up 2 passages. The 1<sup>st</sup> was John 5:46 which told me, “If I can’t believe what Moses wrote about Him, how in the world can I believe in my Savior?” Ok, I knew the basic OT stories from Sunday School and children’s books, but like many, I just thought they were neat old stories. So I asked, "Where does Moses teach about the Messiah?" Then the Lord showed me that these neat stories not only happened but were also showing things to come. I discovered that Jacob’s Ladder was the Messiah (angels ascending/descending upon Him as John 1:51 says). The story of Joseph is the story of Messiah. The Pillars of Fire and Cloud were the Messiah, the Rock was the Messiah. The Burning Bush, the voice from Sinai, everything in the Torah (the 1<sup>st</sup> 5 Books of Moses) was all about who the Messiah is, what He will do and how "‘lil O me" fits into His eternal plan!
The 2<sup>nd</sup> passage was John 4:48 which told me that “I couldn’t believe unless I see the signs and wonders for myself." The apostle John told me in John 20:30-31 that he recorded the signs that Messiah performed so that I might believe.” No other Gospel writer claims this testimony. As I looked at these signs from a Christian perspective (meaning by leaving out the OT) any good magician can trick the eyes of those wanting to be tricked (like say, Criss Angel.) So I asked myself, "What is the difference between Yeshua (Jesus) of Nazareth and a really good magician?"
I know my reply may seem overwhelming, but the jest of it is this: until someone searches for themselves, my explanation is no different than sitting in a pew listening to someone preach. Soooo.... may I offer you a challenge…? Go to the book of John. He points out 3 very specific signs (he actually numbers the 1<sup>st</sup> two.) What are the first 2 and why do you think John considers them so significant? I eagerly await your response……
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P.S.– I went back and re-read your post and realized I didn’t answer about the dragons. Yes, I do believe in dragons! Their skeletons are in virtually every museum in the world.... Dinosaur in Latin means, “terrible lizard" or "dragon.”
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