I did answer. It's because I'm a sinner and I choose self over God. I don't think you're getting this.
There is no good answer as to how someone can claim they do not volunteer to hurt others while they simultaneously claim they volunteer to hurt others. That is how I know freewill is a lie in the moral purview. You're either ruled by Truth, or lies. Therefore, one must be deceived into wanting to hurt someone else, and also deceived into rejecting God.
Freewill is a masterful lie that, when believed, removes a person from considering where their thoughts are coming from, and who is controlling their emotions, all for the noble cause of taking responsibility for our actions. For example, you say you're a sinner because you choose self over God. But this is a false dichotomy. The Truth is, we can never choose self over God, since to choose God is to choose the self. Next thing you know, the devil has us convinced that all the good things are forfeited when we serve God. This is the thinking that Satan manages to place in our minds, and it all shows up in our words and actions.
If I walk by someone in need, it is not my subjective feelings of "empathy" that drive me to help. This may sound cold, but I am not even empathetic most of the time. I run across a lot of homeless people at shelters and at my job and, outside of the ones I know and the ones who are visibly mentally ill, I find them arrogant with a sense of entitlement.
Empathy is not subjective by definition. When we experience empathy, we feel others as if we were them. Satan perverts empathy by finding reasons not to have to care. He makes Empathy a burden so that we don't want to feel it. Again, Satan is deceiving you into thinking these people are arrogant with a sense of entitlement. Satan probably is telling them that this is what you think of them at the same time, hence it is self-fulfilling. They probably go talk about you, saying you're there not because you care about them, but to score points with God. Misery upon misery, and sin upon sin.
That feeling doesn't stop me from helping them, though. I don't do it because I "feel" like it, I do it because I'm commanded by God to do it. When I refuse to do it, then that is choosing self over God's will, and that is sin.
But this is righteousness by works. That's what freewill actually is. It's works based, not faith based. You can't choose self over God without first blindly accepting the false premise, that serving God is not serving your best interests. You need to see through Satan's lies. How can we claim we have a freewill when Satan plays us like a concert violinist? He orchestrates all sin.
Take any sin. Take adultery, for example. If a woman hits on me and wants me to commit adultery with her, I have a choice.
The choice is only present because Satan puts it there. It has nothing to do with your will. Satan has you conflating choice/option with choice/decision. That's why freewill in the moral purview is an equivocation.
She could be a very beautiful woman and I would get much satisfaction from cheating on my wife (choosing self). Satan would surely be tempting me to do it, as you point out below, but God is also working through my conscience (choosing God). When the time comes to make a decision, it is not Satan or God making the voluntary, freewill decision, it is ME, otherwise IT IS NOT MY SIN.
First off, this fictitious woman is being moved by Satan. She doesn't see it, for she thinks this is love, and you're hot. Once your marriage is wrecked, her desire for you will suddenly vanish, and so will she. However, if we see this for what it is, the devil playing us, there can be no temptation. You're so worried about YOUR SIN, as if that's what matters. This is why I detest freewill theology. Freewill is a foundational lie that exists for the purpose of blame and subterfuge, when in fact all sin happens because people are deceived into doing it. But Noooo.... we can't blame the devil, and forgive others and ourselves with a pure heart. We need to beat ourselves for being stupid, so that the smartness will come.
"If we say that we have no sin, we are deceiving ourselves and the truth is not in us." (1Jn1:8)
This just means we admit we have sin, not that we volunteer for it. We're born into sin through the first Adam. And we're born into righteousness through the second Adam. Romans 5:19.
Up until this point in our conversation, you have not mentioned the "devil is able to deceive us". If you had, I would have agreed with you. Take the example of adultery above. He deceives me into thinking the physical pleasure will outweigh the damage to my family, that I just can't help myself. I'm only human and everyone is doing it. Heck, my wife is probably having an affair too....Go ahead, no one will find out...Divorce? Psshhh....even if she found out, she loves you too much to divorce you. Your kids? They'll be fine...Go ahead...do it...Is that enough of an admission?
Well said. Indeed there are two spiritual powers above us. One rules through deception and one rules through Truth.
I guess "respectfully" is off the table. Yes, let's. Your turn. If there is no freewill decision for spiritual things how is the sin mine? Do you think that Satan is so powerful that he can't be denied? How does Satan "deceiving us" translate into us having no choice in the matter?
Actually, I do respect you, even as I am candid with you. Sure, I sometimes say "respectfully", so as to pre-empt any thoughts that I'm speaking out of arrogance. If by chance I come across as arrogant, then my credibility with you will be compromised.
If there is no freewill decision for spiritual things how is the sin mine? Sin is a direction away and in separation from God. It is therefore both a spiritual condition of corruption, and also an action that proceeds out of that spiritual condition. One need not have freewill to have sin, they just need a will born in corruption. But there is no blame for sin that happens because of blindness. John 9:41. Matthew 7:1-2. Romans 2:1.
Do you think that Satan is so powerful that he can't be denied? To me, you're asking me if Satan is more cunning than we are. Yes, at first he is, particularly if we believe we have freewill. We don't see him working in us, even as we blame others for the same sin we all have. But the renewing of the mind through the Holy Spirit that testifies to Christ, gives us power over him. We need the Truth to set us free from the lies that hold us captive. John 8:32.
How does Satan "deceiving us" translate into us having no choice in the matter? First off
, we didn't choose to be deceived. We don't invite the devil into our minds to deceive us, as if that's plausible. Secondly, we are using terms here that are subjective. The term 'will' means the ability to reason, to choose and to desire. The term free will means we do these things free from the constraint of fate or divines force. So in the moral purview we do choose, but not freely. Our choices are driven by either Truth we see, or lies we don't see, or lies we see as true. Matthew 6:22-24.