Amen to "conditioning my salvation to my works".Amen to being an enemy to Grace ??
Without having been allowed to turn from sin, get baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of past sins, and everything else God gave us in order to endure till the end, there would be no salvation.
The "works" you keep referring to are the "works of the Law.
It is written..."Knowing that a man is not justified by the works of the law, but by the faith of Jesus Christ, even we have believed in Jesus Christ, that we might be justified by the faith of Christ, and not by the works of the law: for by the works of the law shall no flesh be justified." (Gal 2:16)
The "works" I refer to are the acts of faith, love, and obedience.
Without which there is no salvation.
Your mistaken belief concerning "acting" actually makes it anti-salvation to obey God.
Do you really feel that concept is from God?