...I read a few posts on page 15.. and then a few of the last posts.
Anyone else feel like you're just talking in circles?
That Isis statement did catch my attention though. I could never understand how Christians could so easily scorn Judaism, Islam.. especially when they are so similar, and most of the time ripped from the same pages. I mean, a Christian grows up Christian, indefinitely scorns Islam and Judaism, says their religion is the only right religion. A Muslim grows up Muslim, indefinitely scorns Christianity and other religions, says their religion is the only right religion. Meh. I wanted to type "Is God speaking to both of them?" but then I realized the only answer I would get is that Satan is probably controlling everything around us.. and for some reason the all powerful God can't help Muslims (or consequently Christians if we're the wrong ones) pick the right side. All those Muslims that grow up Muslim are going to hell because God didn't try hard enough to show them the way, or most likely the answer I'll get.. the Muslim (or Christian) didn't try hard enough to grow out of what he was grown into?
I know even though I have trouble with Christians and my Christianity, the thought of being Islamic scares me.. because theres a chance that it's the wrong religion and I'd go to hell. Christianity is programmed into my head.
I don't understand how mythology is mythology and the bible is ..the bible either. If you read quite a few mythological stories, they tend to have the same types of stories as the bible.. but somehow, these fall to the wayside and become fairy tales. Some of these stories even seem to be the origins of the bible stories.. like Noahs Ark, The Tower of Babel.. etc.
I feel like Christian communities and generally Gods word and peoples interpretations are more than likely flawed and wrong even though they are unaware of this. The bible even seems iffy to me.. because of all the translations, versions, and religions that have the SAME EXACT RELIGION but altered to their liking. No matter how much a Christian says that their bible is the right bible and it's not flawed, I just can't seem to stop thinking it is.. and how much their statement is from a lifetime of growing up around this.
All in all, I think I'm just waiting for God to speak to me. I'd say it's been about 4 years now where I have been thinking like this.. I pray every night to 'Jesus' and 'God' almost instinctually. Don't know if this was programmed into my brain from a childhood of church and Christian parents.. but I feel like there is no way I can ever be an atheist and not believe in 'God'.