The Derailing Thread

I was joking around with Matt, and I opened a jar of peanut butter and turned it over on my head... and it dripped in my hair! I thought it wouldn't 'cause its solid but, not only am I nuts, I smell nuts! :D
 
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I've considered having the number "491" engraved on a pistol. :biggrin
 
I'm not into guns. Too dangerous. But I do think its ok for others to have them. It's a constitutional right.
 
It was just a joke. I do, however, work in the gun industry. Sort of worked out that way.
 
I think I would be a good factory worker. I like tedious things. I had various jobs before I got sick, but my favorite was Circle K! I really enjoyed stocking drinks, soda, water, beer, whatever. I was given a lot of jobs to do and I think they were grooming me for management, but I was super sick mentally and walked off the job within three months. The last draw was looking face to face at a co-worker, and he would speak to me out loud the thoughts I was thinking in my head. Made me pretty suicidal. After that I went to a partial hospitalization therapy center. It was hours of therapy groups daily. They gave us smoke breaks and a lunch break. I was still smoking then.
 
Awesome. Some people do feel more comfortable with routine and/or structure. It's great, they're awesome on the production line.

Well, if we ever expand operations and you feel like moving to California, send me a resume. Serious!
 
OK :)

Matt does want to move there. But it will be a long time if we do. He's really into marine life especially dolphins. They're his favorite animal.
 
Hmmmm...I'm actually a biologist, though not a marine biologist.
 
Right now I am trying to work out getting a college degree. If you've seen my prayer requests its a huge dream of mine. I can go to school for free through the government because I'm disabled, but I can't handle going on physical campuses. Way too much stimulation. I am going to talk with someone to see if I can get a degree online. If it is God's will it WILL happen. It's hard being patient.
 
Right now I am trying to work out getting a college degree. If you've seen my prayer requests its a huge dream of mine. I can go to school for free through the government because I'm disabled, but I can't handle going on physical campuses. Way too much stimulation. I am going to talk with someone to see if I can get a degree online. If it is God's will it WILL happen. It's hard being patient.
OK...well, I'll add that to my prayer-list.
 
How are things going with the special lights?
Interesting! I may be getting some kind of results. The pain has been less, I have been using less pain meds (kept track on an iPhone). Mind has been more alert. It's way too soon (<2 months) to reach any conclusions, but something might be happening. Thanks for asking.
 
You like that purple! Right now it's just red since I have only have the red side panels on, but yes, when I fire up the center blue one it's Purple Haze, all in my brain.
 
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