Since professing Christ, have you broken any of the ten commandments, or not loved God or you neighbor, or withheld forgiveness even for a brief moment? If you answer yes to any of these, then your self-righteous self-works theology has a massive hole in it; as did the theology of the pharisees.
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Isa 53:11 As a result of the anguish of His soul, He will see it and be satisfied; By His knowledge the Righteous One, My Servant, will justify the many, As He will bear their iniquities.
Joh 1:17 For the Law was given through Moses; grace and truth were realized through Jesus Christ.
Joh 3:16 For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that everyone believing into Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
Joh 10:28 And I give eternal life to them, and they shall not perish to the age, never! And not anyone shall pluck them out of My hand.
Rom 10:4 For Christ is the end of the law for righteousness to everyone who believes.
1Co 1:30 But by His doing you are in Christ Jesus, who became to us wisdom from God, and righteousness and sanctification, and redemption,
Gal 3:11 And that no one is justified by Law before God is clear because, "The just shall live by faith."
Eph 2:8 For by grace you are saved, through faith, and this not of yourselves; it is the gift of God;
Heb 7:25 And from this He is able to save to the end completely the ones drawing near to God through Him, forever living to intercede on their behalf.
Heb 10:14 For by one offering He has perfected for all time those who are sanctified..
Those scriptures condemn your soteriology, self righteousness, and meritorious works based salvation.