In process.
But like the Lord Himself I still have my own will to choose who I will follow.
Well actually, no, you don't have that freedom of will, but that notwithstanding,
based upon the stipulations of your belief, you cannot then be assured that you've truly satisfied all of its requirements until judgment day comes at end of time - one misstep and you've failed, and for an eternity you will
suffer the consequences. Add to that, that you may not even know you've failed until then. Now, you may
even think that you've been successful, but that assessment would solely be one that is of/ from/by man with all of his attendant frailties and misperceptions, and not one of a completely knowledgeable/objective/unbiased/perfect, ultimately powerful, judge who will assess you perfectly.
Look, I'm not trying to give you a hard time with these posts, but I am trying to
reason with you to show you the predicament and precariousness of your position,
and hoping you'll recognize (God willing) that, logically speaking, there is absolutely no other
alternative to Christ as Saviour, and that He is the Saviour completely, in all possible
ways with nothing remaining for us to do for salvation. So, what I'm trying to make clear,
is that salvation cannot be found outside of Christ, nor in any of our works.
To finish, just because we are given faith in Christ as Saviour, doesn't mean that we shouldn't follow the law
where appropriate as a standard of behavior, especially where morality is concerned, and in other associated areas,
but not to place our trust in the doing or achieving of it to justify ourselves before God, or to bring us salvation.
[2Ti 1:9 KJV] 9 Who
hath saved us, and called [us] with an holy calling,
not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began,