John 16~~
8“And He, when He comes, will convict the world concerning sin and righteousness and judgment;
9concerning sin, because they do not believe in Me;
John 6:40~~
New American Standard Bible
"For this is the will of My Father, that everyone who beholds the Son and believes in Him will have eternal life, and I Myself will raise him up on the last day."
You didn't have a clue how to have eternal life? The Holy Spirit "skips" over a few?
The Gospel message is eternal life. You don't believe the gospel message and had never heard the gospel message?
Actually, I only believed because He convicted me of my sin. I had made a "prossesion" of faith a few months before. I believed that if I "did" something(like say a prayer down front) then He would give me eternal life.
A few months passed and I realized there was still sin in my life. I tried to console myself that I had "done" what was required to possess eternal life. But He would not let me go.
He showed me just how detestable my sin is. And how I needed Him in my life to be accepted by the Father. He showed me that I could not do something to possess what He is, but if I believe in Him then He will abide in me - and I in Him.
I believed that night. And I have never believed anything else since then. I didn't have a clue before then, but I do now. I have definitely done some things since then that most people would think is beyond a believers capability - but through all of that, He brought me to His side - and I know He is salvation, not something that is apart from Him.
No one can earn Him. He died for us. He did not die to give us a way of earning Him. He died because we could never have earned Him.
Zechariah 4
1 And the angel who talked with me came again and woke me, like a man who is awakened out of his sleep.
2 And he said to me, "What do you see?" I said, "I see, and behold, a lampstand all of gold, with a bowl on the top of it, and seven lamps on it, with seven lips on each of the lamps that are on the top of it.
3 And there are two olive trees by it, one on the right of the bowl and the other on its left."
4 And I said to the angel who talked with me, "What are these, my lord?"
5 Then the angel who talked with me answered and said to me, "Do you not know what these are?" I said, "No, my lord."
6 Then he said to me, "This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel: Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the LORD of hosts.
7 Who are you, O great mountain? Before Zerubbabel you shall become a plain. And he shall bring forward the top stone amid shouts of 'Grace, grace to it!'"