Hi Mike:
Mike, I can see how you could read into what I said and find somewhat of a contradiction. However, If you and I were with each other in person, and both of us were allowed to ask a question when something is not clear. Any such contradiction would quickly be resolved. Since we talk with one another over a period of time, in typed form, much of what is being said, can easily be lost or misinterpreted.
One can read their bibles without bias, but it takes a special person who is willing and capable. Some people are not ready within their lives, to ask God to open us the eyes of their understanding while they read the scriptures. They might with their lips, but not with their hearts.
One must walk by the Spirit in order for this to occur. You can not do this on your own, and of your own ability. One must be very humble and meek towards the truth. Change is a process by which you as an individual are willing .
I believe I told you this before, that I was raised within a denomination and held to what you sometimes call "core" beliefs. And even though I do not understand this type of language or usage of wording. I accept what you are trying to convey. I changed, because first, I humbled myself, and became meek and willing to accept the truth. The most difficult part was not the accepting of the truth. The most difficult part of accepting the truth, is that I would be seperating myself from the majority of those who claimed to be believing the truth. Knowing full well, in my heart, that I just left the lie, which is darkness, and now walk in the truth , which is light. And I look back and see family and friends and brothers and sisters, still abiding in the darkness. That was the most difficult. Accepting the truth was easy. Seperation, which is automatic, when one accepts truth over error, is the most difficult.
Accepting four crucified with Christ is a piece of cake. ( Meaning easy ) Yet, it can be a roadblock for some. And if one was to think that this was a huge leap, think about those who still water baptize and those who still do communion services.
The Word of God does not contradict itself. It never did and never will. The only thing that becomes contradictory is when man made doctrines come up against the truth of the scriptures.
One who brings a bias into reading scripture, will only try and prove their bias with scripture. And it does not matter how much they need to twist scripture in order to achieve an end result. If that is the way in which one wants to live their lives, then it is totally up to them. They actually do not want the truth, nor desire the truth anyways. When the Word states, that we must carry our own cross. That is what it means, when it comes to seperating truth from error. This is one of the reasons, that the Word of God is bitter and sweet. The truth within the Word of God brings about unity, as well as division. It brings about love , as well as hatred. It brings about peace, as well as fear. It brings about good, as well as evil.
Do we walk with the Lord, and stand by his side. Or do we walk with men, and stand by their sides ?
Mike, I would rather have ten enemies, and only one beloved brethren. Than ten beloved brethren and only one enemy. Are my words confounding you ?
What I mean by that Mike, is that I would rather have one beloved brethren, who loves the Lord God with all of his heart, soul, mind and strength, than to have ten brethren who say they love me, but their hearts are far from the Lord.
Bless