If you don't want to answer to the truth, you sure don't.
For answering to the truth means you must deal with scripture that is opposed to your doctrine.
As what has already been written:
Ephesians1:13, Gal 2:16, Mark 1:14-15 (especially when you believe to believe is a work of righteousness)
And don't forget what scripture says in Titus 3:5
not by "works of righteousness "
And I'll leave you with this scripture:
Hebrews 11:16 "And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him".
Now you said this:
But scripture says different, it says you can't please God without it.
And sense we know scripture does not contradict itself then we know faith is not a work of righteousness.
Then do nothing and see If you ever experience God's promises.
You will never know if it is you that are part of your doctrine of the scriptural elect.
As one man said and it seems to be your story in my opinion too:
constructed a complex and unassailable system of doctrine that is
denying you your