for the last time if you been truly saved stop doubting accept it by faith..
I am getting stronger with it. It is just a slow learning process for me. I will just have to continue praying and working harder. I just need time. As for studying the word of God I do but I just look at some things differently than others and I'm really sorry but not even you are going to change that. End of subject and back to topic before this gets out of hand.