I don't know the mind of God.
Only God can see into a persons heart.
What God considers loving him only God can truly know.
What God considers believing/obeying him only God can truly know.
I think we also need to know what God considers to be truly loving Him and truly obeying Him.
Regarding baptism, we know that from the beginning it was believed that baptism would wash away all previous sins.
If we look into the history of baptism, it was believed by the early Christians that after baptism we would never sin again.
This, very apparently, did not happen - thus we go into the history of confession/reconciliation.
But back to
Consecrated Life 's question...
The answer could be that if we desire baptism but never get around to it the matter is quite different than stating to ourselves and to God that we would never be baptised (for whatever reason).
This would cover both circumstances....
in both cases the person is not baptized,
but for different reasons.
We disobey God many times, not being baptized is a form of disobedience.
I would stress that Jesus SPECIFICALLY said to teach all nations and to baptize...
It's like not accepting a doctrine or dogma.
Can't remember if this is re voluntary and involuntary doubt,
I'd have to believe that Jesus will not deny us before God if we do not deny Him.
Matthew 10:33
(kind of...
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32“Therefore everyone who confesses Me before men, I will also confess him before My Father who is in heaven. 33“But whoever denies Me before men, I will also deny him before My Father who is in heaven.