This is a question which deals with the nearly taboo issue of predestination.
Yup.
I think predetermined believing was borne out of this misunderstanding of Paul's grace/law teaching. Or vice versa. But they are definitely linked. No question about it.
Of course, there are many opinions on this subject, so I'll submit mine and then bow out, as I am not looking for a debate.
Party pooper.
We "accept Christ" based on the knowledge that we need a Savior. That is knowledge we lack at one point in our lives, gain in another, and continue to acknowledge for the remainder of our lives. This knowledge is not strictly intellectual, but what one might call "heart knowledge." That is, we know it in our soul.
You are describing the free gift of faith--the supernatural ability to know something is true that you can not see, and which you can not know is really true on your own. Faith is given to us through the ministry of the Holy Spirit, who speaks into the hearts of men, testifying to the truth about Jesus (1 John 5:9-10 NAS). It is through this gift of faith, given to us through the voice and testimony of the Holy Spirit, that we then place our trust in that which God has revealed to us to be true.
Romans 8 declares that our salvation is predestined, because God foreknew us (knew us before we were in existence). Those He foreknew, according to Romans 8:29, He predestined to be conformed to Christ's image. That is, not that we have two eyes, a nose, a mouth, and so on, but that we are Christlike in our character. Furthermore, those who are predestined are also called, justified, and glorified.
Based on what you say later in your post I think you are saying that those who believe were predetermined ahead of time by God to be believers. But actually, this is what Paul is saying:
Those whom God knows ahead of time will believe the gospel (because he is all-knowing) will follow in a predetermined plan and
purpose established by God ahead of time, which is to conform a nation of people into the image of Christ. The people are not predetermined to believe. His
purpose for which people believe and are saved is what is what is predetermined, that plan being to
"to purify for Himself a people for His own possession, zealous for good deeds" (Titus 2:14 NAS).
Additionally, Ephesians 1 talks about our being predestined for His inheritance (that is, Heaven).
Just as the plan and purpose for those who will believe to be conformed to the image of Christ is predetermined, so is placing those who believe in God's plan and purpose into a predetermined kingdom. The plan for a nation and kingdom of people who belong to him and serve him is what is predetermined, not the people who will inherit and inhabit that kingdom through their faith, even though God, because he is all-knowing, knew before the foundations of the earth were laid who would believe and inherit the kingdom.
Some who are predestined will wander away, struggling with the pull of this world, and yet they will be saved, because they are legitimately predestined, and have a legitimate belief in Christ; they simply struggle to act on that belief for one reason or another.
This completely and utterly contrary to what the Bible says will happen to disobedient servants of God.
Others will claim Christ, and yet will simply go through the motions, so that they will say "Lord, Lord," and never enter into the Kingdom of Heaven. The bottom line is, we do not know who is predestined and who is not...
The bottom line is, you have to have faith, and have it to the very end to be saved in the end. No predetermined outcome for people apart from the requirement for faith will change the plain Biblical teaching that people are saved on the basis of trusting in Christ. People are not saved because they were chosen ahead of time apart from the merit of their works, or the necessity of having obedient faith to be saved as you are saying. Salvation is by a conscious decision to trust (with loads of God's gracious help, through his gracious gift of faith) in the blood of Christ for the forgiveness of sins and the resultant declaration of righteousness.
...but I say all of this to come to my final point:
Because we were foreknown, predestined, called, justified, and glorified before we came into existence, I have arrived at the conclusion that we cannot change this simply by pulling away or saying, "I don't want this anymore." I have said those words many times, and yet I still feel the pull, conviction, and comfort of the Holy Spirit in my life.
Besides the fact that you think you are believer, and thus saved, because
God made you that way ahead of time, you apparently believe that OSAS is true because it's impossible for a believer to stop believing. That is one school of thought. And that to me is the question that has to be answered about OSAS. It's not a matter of what will happen to someone who stops believing. That is made very clear in scripture. The question is, is it really possible to do that? I've been showing that Jesus talks about the people who do that.
I know without a doubt I am saved...
Which you should.
... whether I wish to be at a given moment or not.
If you wish to not be saved long enough, Paul says God will grant your wish.
In our salvation, it is my belief we do not have free will, but in all other matters, we do. What we do is our choice, which is why we are accountable to God for our sins, and why our good deeds for His glory are legitimate and worthy to be placed at His feet in the End of Days.
People being made believers ahead of time is not only a most meaningless gospel, but it contradicts God's own word that he wants to see all men saved. The doctrine of predetermined believing makes God a liar because he tells us in the Bible
"that entreaties and prayers, petitions and thanksgivings, be made on behalf of all men" because he
"desires all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth" (1 Timothy 2:1,3 NAS), knowing that he only made a few that can actually be saved and come to the knowledge of the truth but wants us to pray for them anyway because he desires them to be saved. Doesn't add up.